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1st contest, 2008. |
I've always considered myself a very optimistic and determined person. Anytime someone has told me I couldn't do something, I jumped into it headfirst. I once had a trainer at a gym tell me (when I was overweight) that I couldn't get in shape on my own. That was all I needed to hear. I decided to prove him wrong and after entering my first bodybuilding show, I felt I had. Athough my determination is what has contributed to my success; it also has become a fault of mine. I began competing in 2008 and never took a break until May of this year. But even on my so called "break" I bust my butt in gym 5-6 days a week striving to become a top pro competitor in this sport of bodybuilding/ women's physique. I lift hard and push heavy weights with the determination of a little pit bull. I want gains and the only way I know I can get those naturally is to push, push, push...
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The night before contest 2012. |

I wrote this blog to call attention to something I feel may be prevalent in the fitness community- not just bodybuilders. So many blogs I read are about how great training's going, how much they've leaned out, and how they can't wait to step on stage. But for me, I use this blog to share what's really going on- whether it's good or bad. I'd never heard about AFS until a friend on Facebook commented on one of my posts. I mentioned how tired I was after waking up in the morning and he told me to Google "Adrenal fatigue". It's crazy to think that I was having an energy shot at 5am, an energy drink at 9am, green tea at noon, a pre-workout drink at 2 pm, and I still wanted a nap! I've since quit drinking caffeine and my head's been pounding for over a week now, but I'm hoping they will subside soon. I figure that ridding my body of extra stimulation is a good thing right now so it can start repairing itself. And, after I see just how bad my Adrenal Fatigue Syndrome is, I can work on feeling better and getting back into the sport I love! But for now, I think I'll go take a nap...